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* Tuesday, May 27 *
Latest indulgence: chocolate McDip
Obsessed with: not wanting to go back to school
Current frustration: I just woke up... Who could be frustrated?
Craving: Brothers Burger's chocolate chip cookies... *sighs* Ang sarap!!!
I want: people to sign my gbook! *winks*
Song I'm Singing: Foolish Heart - Nina (Yuck!!! Tinopak na talaga ako!!!)
Angel of the Day: the LnK tutors who were at the lunch-out.
Yuck, I just read yesterday's entry. Nyack! Ang angsty ko1 Wala na.... Hahahahahahaha! Kakagising ko lang eh, kaya wala muna akong iniintindi. Okay na ako ngayon. Perky na uli ako ngayon.
Anyway... Galing ako sa McDo kanina... Ba't iba na yung itsura ng mga mascots nila? Parang nag-shrink ata si Ronald, tapos bumilog si Grimace tapos nawala si Birdie... Anlaboh...
I'm happy. I was able to go to the lunch out kanina. Ayos. Enjoy. Hindi na-hotseat masyado. Haha! Okay!!!
Sige, tama na muna. Antok pa ata ako.
* Sunday, May 25 *
Latest indulgence: hanging around in LnK without doing anything
Current frustration: home life
Craving: rest
I want: to get out of the house
Song I’m Singing: Jaded by Aerosmith
Angel of the Day: Perry and Ramon Paolo, for a hanging out with me before and during classes; and Sanndra, for a good time out in the rain
Hmmm... Na-bangag na ako... aSARS... I feel so exhausted, kahit na halos wala akong ginawa. Nakakatamad. Matatapos na ang LnK. Matatapos na rin ang summer. Syet. ‘Wag muna sana. Pwede bang summer na lang muna? Ayoko pang pumasok. Masaya na akong ganito. Hweh.
Parang naririnig ko na si A. Sinasabi niya, “The first step is never the easiest, but it must be taken.” Naks. Feeling wise. Wala lang...
Bwisit talaga ngayon pamilya ko. Ewan ko ba. Sabi ng sabi, "Tell us everything. We’re always here for you." Tapos, pag kinausap mo naman, kung kumunot yung noo, grabe. Para kang dumadagdag lang sa problema. Gusto ko man magkwento, parang ayaw naman nilang makinig. Nakakasawa. Tapos, pag ayaw mo namang makipag-usap, ang kulit-kulit. Bad timing. Laboh talaga. Naiinis ako. Ewan ko ba... Minsan, ang sarap isiping magwala, magpakarebelde, pero alam kong hindi naman nila maiintindihan. Nakakainis – ako, naiintindihan ko sila, sila parang hindi talaga ako maintindihan. Malaboh… ‘Di ba dapat baliktad? Pagod na talaga ako. Shoot all of the damn cliches. What crap.
Pasensya na mga ‘tol... Masama lang ang loob ko today. Babalik din ako sa sarili ko... Baka mamaya.
By the way, sobrang thank you nga pala kay Parel at Sanndra for signing my gbook. You don’t know how happy you guys made me yesterday. Mababaw kasi ang kaligayahan ko, so you two made my day. *grins*
Before I forget… HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, ATE ISSA!!!
Sige… Tama na.
I’ll end with an old poem na bagay sa weather. Dedicated to... All of my past Angels of the Day
Tubig-Ulan
08.05.02
Naaalala ko noong tayo'y bata pa
aliw na aliw tayo sa tubig
pawisik-wisik pa tayo dito at doon
at ang mga patak sa hangin
ay ginagawang bahaghari ng araw,
mabasa man tayo'y
tawa lamang ang ating bati
sa dala nitong malamig na kiliti
Minsan pa nga'y naligo tayo sa ulan -
tayo'y sumayaw sa himig ng bagyo
Ngunit pinagtaksilan tayo ng tubig-ulan,
ika'y nagkaramdam at mula noo'y
hindi na tayo nagkita -
kahit man sa panaginip.
Ngayon ay hindi na ako bata
at ako'y napapaigtad sa
tama ng kahit kaunting tubig-ulan.
Wala na akong ganang makipaglandian sa tubig
at nanghihinayang nang makipagwisikan sa katabi kong bata
Naging mapait ang lasa ng tubig-ulan.
Latest indulgence: chicharon!
Craving: ho-hum... *grins innocently*
I want: the summer to never end
Flipping through: Noli Me Tangere
Song I'm Singing: Addicted by Simple Plan
Angel of the Day: Xine, for I dunno... wala lang.
Bored... I can't believe that summer's almost over. *sighs* I don't want it to end yet... I'm so happy this way.
Monday, May 19, 2003
Feeling: all tingly - weird
Latest indulgence: haha, “mighty-bonding” with some LnKers
Current frustration: teaching, projects
Craving: lunch out with LnK
I want: MONEY!!!
Flipping through: some poetry
Song I’m Singing: With a Smile by the Eraserheads
Angel of the Day: Cyn, Kuya Mickee and Kuya Parel for taking away my kabangagan(?)
Today, I started out so walang gana… I was supposed to go to Study Hall for my last day of advancement classes, but my cousins’ driver wasn’t there to take me, so I went to LnK instead. Pretty much gave up on teaching today and just checked midterms. I also goofed around with the logbook a bit. At first, I kind of regretted going to LnK today, but then, hehe… Thanks again to the people there for taking away the surreality(?) of the morning. (Hmmm… Matrix. ‘di joke lang.) *grins*
Anway… I’m happy naman - coming back down to earth, but happy still. Less is more, right? Right.
Will fit THE DRESS later. I hope it’s as good as I want it to be.
Saturday, May 17, 2003
Feeling: tired out, but deliriously happy
Latest indulgence: haha, flooding the LnK logbook with my nonsense
Current frustration: Monday and Tuesday schedules
Craving: a long, relaxing massage at a spa
I want: to stop pissing everyone off
Flipping through: A Tale of Two Cities
Song I’m Singing: The Nearness of You performed by Norah Jones (parang bagay ata)
Angel of the Day: Tara, for making me happy. *smiles wide*
*sighs* I feel so bangag. Hmmm… LnK Sportsfest 2003 was fun. But I liked Day 1 more than Day 2. Hahahahaha… Precious memories will always include trying to get Xine’s shuttlecock out of a tree, hearing Kuya Parel’s two-parts-sung-by-one version of “Rock Your Body” and being the “jug ng bayan”. Hopefully, it’ll be more fun in the following weeks. So tired though…
Summer seems to be flying by. Ugh. How depressing… Won’t blog about it anymore.
Went to Shangri-La with my mum, but was still kinda bangag. Saw Trix and met some of her friends from Trumpets. (Hi Trix! Wanna give me your blog URL?) Also saw Cara (again) with some of her Povedan Trumpets classmates. That was nice. I felt all icky though – the big red dot chose to grace me with its presence today, so I didn’t really feel like shopping.
Just finished chatting with Tara on the phone. That was fun. *grins* We discussed some things.
Anyway, I won’t be going to enrollment. My mum said I didn’t have to go. So I guess that’ll be my last day of studying Geometry and Algebra this summer. I don’t think I’ll take the free lesson anymore. I’m tinatamad.
Okay, that’s it for now. I’ll go float away now. *smiles dreamily*
* Thursday, May 15 *
Latest indulgence: cashew balls and Alley MacBeal reruns
Current frustration: someone else's problems
I want: to kick someone's ass
Song I'm Singing: I'll Never Smile Again by Frank Sinatra
Angel of the Day: Jaq, for blogging
Tara!!! You visited and signed the gbook! Thankies much! Don't worry about the stuff going on, 'kay? And if you really want to know why you two particularly are the angels of yesterday, put your mouse over the italicized 'because.' *grins* By the by, Cyn is Cara. *winks*
*sighs*
Sportsfest is tomorrow. Somehow I have a lot less to look forward to now.
* Wednesday, May 14 *
Latest indulgence: chocolates
Current frustration: schedules, parents, teaching
I want: to clear my head out for a while.
Song I'm Singing: Hallelujah Chorus by Handel
Angel of the Day: Perry and Tara, because... well, just because *grins*
Argh... Talk about complete and total frustration... Midterms were today. I have a gut feeling that most of my kids failed. Sir Mike says that maybe the kids didn't learn anything from us. What a depressing thought. I was starting to get the hang of doing this teaching thing, but then today makes me doubt myself. I have no problems disciplining the kids. I think I'm intimidating enough to get them to do pretty much what I need them to do. But I can't teach them. Can I have a day where I can just watch how the other tutors teach our class? I want to see if the problem really is the tutors, or the students. *sighs* I don't feel like I'm making a difference to these kids.
I'm having a hard time fixing my shedule for Friday. Up to what time will I get to stay there? Can I go there in the morning and leave in the afternoon? Will I skip piano class? Can I bring my brothers along? If they come, what time do they go there? Will Chino skip drums? *sighs* Too much for my brain to handle. I don't even know what time my shift is. Grrrr...
Ugh... What a downer.
* Monday, May 12 *
Latest indulgence: three pieces of twix
Current frustration: schedules and parental permission
I want: to feel like this all the time.
Last TV Show Seen: Boston Public - after a looong while... How did the ADD kid die? It's so saaad.
Song I'm Singing: My Stupid Mouth by John Mayer
Angel of the Day: Cyn, for blogging *grins*
I'm in an unexplainably good mood. I wonder why... Oh well. *shrugs cheerfully* Let's hope it lasts.
Still, have not done anything for the stupid essay. I promised my tita that I wouldn't give this one up, like I did the palanca, but I'm sooo tamad. Maybe some other day...
I'm supposed to be playing piano right about now, but I don't really feel like it. My fingers are so out of practice. It's a shame. If I'd never stopped, I would have been studying piano for about eleven years. *sighs* If only...
Tama na... Tama na...
Hweh...
Latest indulgence: just a few chocolates...
Current frustration: teaching
Craving: real thought
I want: to go to lunch-outs
Last Movie Seen: part of Girlfight
Song I'm Singing: With A Song in My Heart - Jose Carreras
Angel of the Day: Ate Jenic, for being there to hang out with and giving me the chance to talk to the tutors I don't talk to as much
Just blogging before I begin making the midterm exam. *grins* I'm really bored...
Hah! I have purged myself of my hero-worship!!! Yay me! Score one for me, zero for puberty! Ahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! *dances wildly* Ehem... *straightens* Thank God, it's gone. I wonder why Xine and Cyn thought particularly of someone when they guessed. I really didn't expect their guesses to be similar. Perhaps they'll be able to explain this someday. As for now...
Hanyaaah! I did it! Say goodbye to that part of the last entry, because it will disappear soon!
Anyway... I was finally able to get my hands on the LnK log book! Hahahahahahah! It was aliw! I hope I get the chance to write in it soon!
*sighs*
Enrollment is coming up soon.
* Saturday, May 10 *
Latest indulgence: Magic Flakes with three kinds of melted cheese on it
Current frustration: a certain someone won't get outta my head
Craving: (still) peace of mind
I want: to be able to do whatever I want... *sighs*
Last Movie Seen: Growing Up Brady
Song I'm Singing: Torete by Moonstar 88
Incidentally, what does torete mean anyway? I hate to sound stupid, but I honestly don't know and would like to, before I begin singing the song out loud again.
In other news... My tutor says that a friend of his has actually READ Harry Potter Book 5. He told me what his friend told him, but I was totally skeptical. Still... It DID have all the elements of a JK Rowling story... *SPOILERS*
That's all for now then...
* Thursday, May 8 *
Latest indulgence: Malteisers! (sp?)
Current frustration: not being able to join the LnK lunch-outs
Craving: peace of mind
I want: to be cheerful.
Last TV show/s Seen: BtVS - the resurrection episode, and Angel - the one after Buffy died. ;_;
Song I'm Singing: Last Night of the World, Miss Saigon (Sanndra kasi!)
Strangely, I also feel tired today. I don't know. I feel irritated by the fact that I didn't go to today's luch-out. I could have bothered to ask my dad, but really, it's my dad. If my mom didn't really approve, then I don't really see any reason why my dad would. Especially after I explained that yes, there are MALE tutors there. *sighs* What is it with my dad and other males?
If I'm lucky, I'm just making a big deal out of nothing. If I'm not, then my social life is screwed.
Anyway, thanks to Parel and Sanndra for a nice time talking. You guys did make me feel a lot better, and I learned some stuff too. *smiles innocently*
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!
I miss you both... Taka wouldn't be too happy about the sap now, would he? I'll call you guys up soon. I hope you're okay.
* Monday, May 5 *
Latest indulgence: wearing guy clothes again
Current frustration: schedules
Craving: more time at LnK
I want: to do something useful right now
Project: lessons and crap
Song I'm Singing: Dismay Day by Bread
The play is finally over. Alleluia! It went a little better than I expected, but then I always expect the worst-case scenario, so there. I think that Ate Ange, Cedes and Vince thought it was pretty bad, because I was sooo MEAN before the play started and they were saying stuff like "It was good. Kulang lang talaga ng mic." Oh well... At least it's over and done with. We did learn something from this entire experience. Actually, I learned a lot of things:
1) When NIKKI suggests we let our KIDS do the play, say "NO!" before she finishes her sentence. In the nicest way possible, of course.
2) When the kids won't listen, naming other tutors can be more threatening than anything else one can come up with.
3) Always have water.
4) Be nice. Karma will get you in the end. Being called "Obnoxious" will last for at least a week.
Anyway... Forgot to mention this yesterday, but I tried on coloured contacts yesterday. I like the way they look on me and all, but I don't know if it's in any way practical for me to purchase them. For one, without grade (and unless you buy two and get another for free), a pair costs around P1, 200, and for another, it takes me more than 10 minutes to put one lense on. Too bad, because I really want a pair of gray ones. *sighs*
Anyway, I have to go practice piano now... I have lessons tomorrow. And Sir Mike will probably expect me to have finished all my assignments by then.
* Sunday, May 4 *
Latest indulgence: twix!
Current frustration: tomorrow's play
Craving: a certain feeling...
I want: to sing at the top of my voice.
Last Movie Seen: The Matrix
Flipping through: nothing in particular
Project: figuring out how I can get permission to eat lunch out with LnK
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Lix, you just handed me the biggest laugh of the week! LnK is not a person. It's a program, where we teach advancement classes to public school kids. It's definitely not someone I've become happy with. XDDD Thanks for that, Lix.
Hmmm... What to say? I want to go to the lunch out tomorrow, but might not have transpo... This is the problem with being busy and living in a busier house... *sighs*
A while ago, on my way home, on Katipunan, saw a group of tall boys, with a shorter, older one, cross the street. At second glance, I realized that they were my fellow LnK tutors. La lang, super nagulat ako, because they were in front of our car lang bigla... Just sharing...
In other areas of my life... I got THE DRESS sketched today. Will be picking out the fabric on Wednesday.
Okay, enough girly stuff, piano make-up lesson was cancelled today. I'm glad, of course... I'm only waiting for the pieces my teacher promised me. The rest is just practice, practice, practice...
Am pissed. I cannot go to watch any movies, because of the stupid SARS scare, because my DAD of all people is paranoid and scared. Hell, my MOM was actually telling me to go and watch it, but my dad... Damn. And I've been waiting for this month since last year, because all the movies I'd been wating for either came or are coming out soon. *sighs* It's just not fair.
A certain date is coming very soon...
* Friday, May 2 *
Latest indulgence: staying out 'til 10:30 for the first time
Current frustration: not really frustrated right now...
Craving: a longer summer
I want: to not have to go to Malinta tomorrow and see relatives other than my nanay
Last Movie Seen: My Best Friend's Wedding for the nth time
Flipping through: Animal Farm
Project: plans
Song I'm Singing: Glaring Dream by Mad Soldiers
Am quite happy with LnK now... Still having difficulty with the students, but am dealing with it better after hearing some stuff from the "veteran" tutors last night. *sighs* Last night was fuuun...
That's all I want to say for now. Happy weekend everyone.
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