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* Thursday, July 31 *
Craving: paella
Angel of the Day: Hmmm... Si Ate Mara na lang, bagong link kasi
Hmpf. I'm having trouble with my archives again. How annoying. Oh well, it doesn't matter. My new layout's gorgeous anyway. :) Haha!
The week's still wonderful. Sir Arnel and Ms. Jess are treating us to merienda tomorrow. Job well done daw yung mga Panagpuan forums. Asteeg. Freebie! :D
Hmmm... I had more to say, pero parang I forgot na... Oh well...
Ate Mara, na-sad ako kasi parang may naalala ako nung nabasa ko yung mga blog niyo... Nothing serious. I bounced back. Hehe... La lang. You asked eh. Astig ng layout mo, by the way.
Sign the gbook! It's the link that says 'a ripple in my waters'.
* Wednesday, July 30 *
Angel of the Day: Anne, dahil miss na rin kita. :)
Hapee day!
Hehe, craving ako for chocolate kanina. Buti my mom brought home crinkles from Goldilocks - sarap rin pala! Ang saya saya! So now, I'm full, content and sleepy.
But I have work to do. :P
Weh, parang na-sad ako when I read Ate Mara's and Camsy's blog. Ano ba naman yan... Nag-llurk na nga lang, di pa magawa ng ayos. Tsss... hanlaboh.
Oh well... Will change the layout soon. :D Excited na nga ako eh!
* Tuesday, July 29 *
Angel of the Day: Mrs. Borja, for giving the greatest compliment I can ever expect from her.
Haha! I finished my orals na! I'm the first in my class. And I feel so free! (Hehe, pun intended.) I cried while taking the orals - weird, don't ask. I don't get it either. Actually, if you count my recitation, I actually went through the orals twice today, but that's perfectly fine. I learned some stuff about myself, so it's all worth it. *smiles brilliantly*
When Mrs. Borja pointed out that I was an idealist - I realized that I actually am one. During the car ride on the way home, I re-evaluated what happened during my orals and I found out that I am an idealist. I actually believe in the goodness of mankind. I think the world is beautiful. Hehe, I used this line as a defense for orals - it didn't deliver well, but at least I tried. When I see people doing good, when I see people choosing good over evil, I know the world is good. Reflecting upon this, I thought that no matter how bad the times get, no matter how evil the crimes are, if one person still chooses to do good, then there is always hope. Hah. You cynics out there can contradict all you want, but this is what I believe. I believe, and this is all that matters to me. *smiles beatifically*
The world is beautiful. These are hard times, but humanity will get through. It will.
Today is a good day. I love the world.
I have work to do, but I know I can do it.
Guys, all of you people out there, my friends, thanks. Thanks for all the support. I gave my best and that's what counts. Even if you forgot about me today, I don't care. It was your faces I saw when I was talking about the goodness in the world. It's you who give me my idealism.
Yeah, yeah... So I'm a sap today. :P The world is wonderful anyway.
* Sunday, July 27 *
I want: to stop being for the moment
Shit. I'm having one of those moments, when everything just seems so dark. Somebody turn on the lights. Parang I feel tired na ewan. It's like being lazy, but not just that. I just want the world to stop until I get all my crap together. Not that I have a lot. Actually, it's just one of those moments. Bad trip. Freaking mood swings... Don't mind me. I'm being a teenager. *rolls her eyes*
The sun was shining a minute ago, and now it's cloudy again... Dammit. I want the sun!!!
PLUG! Perry has a new layout.
Yay!!! The sun is shining again! I'm feeling better already.
Latest indulgence: ice cream!!!
I want: to talk to someone
Everyone probably knows it by now, but Mrs. Losa died last night in her home. She was stabbed to death by someone who intended to rob her. God rest her soul.
I was shaken when JV texted me about it. I always thought of Mrs. Losa as the kind of teacher you would always see in Poveda. As Trins said, "She's an institution." And now... She's gone. I find it scary that someone whom I just saw two days ago, is now... *dead.* Haha, I got hit by another one of those bricks. Vita brevis. Life is short. You never know when it will end. Cliched, I know... Pero yun. I ended up texting some of my non-Poveda friends (I couldn't text everyone, because I was running out of load, and I didn't have everyone's numbers) about Mrs. Losa's death and to take care. Parang... Suddenly, I wanted to tell the people I don't see as often that I cared and that I worried that I may not see them anymore. Sappy, I know. But I was that stricken. Carpe diem. It made me want to live out being a *conscious being.* I'm reeling now...
* Saturday, July 26 *
Latest indulgence: rice krispie treats
I want: to go out with LnK soon.
Song I'm Singing: Wag na Init Ulo Baby - Rivermaya
Angel of the Day: Luigi, Paeng, Tara, Raph, Jeff and Perry - kasi sila ang kasama ko sa UPCAT review kanina and they were all so nice about sharing umbrellas in the rain and shtuff.
Waaii... How sad. We were only seven kanina at the UPCAT review and it's the last day pa naman... Oh well, at least there weren't too many students, so it wasn't difficult. But wow, today had the least number of people present. Haay, grabe mamimiss ko na naman ang LnK!!! Huhuhuhuhu...
Was extremely perky a while ago, but then after I left Jollibee that went down the drain quickly... Ewan ko ba... I'm tired lang kasi. But I won't complain na. Bawal talaga mag-complain, right? Right. I'm farking LUCKY.
Haay... Umuulan na naman... I hope I don't get sick. So many people are sick already... Shucks.
People, sign the gbook, before you leave! :D
* Friday, July 25 *
Latest indulgence: shopping (?)
I want: to pass my CL orals. Please think of me on July 29, 2003 at 3:55 in the afternoon.
Song I'm Singing: Tattooed by D'Sound (yihee, how girly...)
Angel of the day: haha, GMA, would you believe?
Classes were suspended at 11:35 this morning, because Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo was attending mass at the EDSA Shrine. Hehe, I was in a really bad mood this morning, but when they announced the suspension, my spirits were instantly lifted. I was literally skipping. Ang saya-saya! I went to Galle and bought some stuff, which is my usual Friday ritual. Felt so good that I was smiling and skipping the entire time. Haha! What a great way to end the week! We had the Solidarity Mass in celebration of St. Pedro Poveda's martyrdom which we sponsored with CORE. It went well enough on our part, although thanks to Steph I had to read the longest prayer at the last minute. I didn't mind so much though. Haha, delegation is still the best task!
Congrats to Margie and Angela for making it into HEIGHTS! Hehe, I hope to join you guys in two years!
Considering I haven't blogged for about a week, one would think I'd actually have stuff to say...
I wrote a new poem... It's a bit pointless though... Also a bit weird... I haven't written anything in English for a while. Here it is. Please comment on it.
Bottled Delirium
There is a smell
distinct to those
delirious
under love's spell
It is more than the
pheromones released
during moments of
futile hoping,
less than the
heady perfume of
reciprocation,
but not the
faint, lingering hint
of hidden desire.
It is the scent of
blood, rushing to the cheeks
evaporating in the
heat of the moment,
made fragrant by
dream-drunken eyes
and two fingers on pliant lips
It is thick, intoxicating, dizzying,
ethereal, impalpable, ephemeral
exotically familiar,
absolutely exclusive.
The universal signature.
I cant seem to end it right...
LnK tomorrow! Yay!
* Sunday, July 20 *
Latest indulgence: pigging out
I want: a jumbo deck of cards
Obsessed with: quotes
Last Movie Seen: The Wedding Singer
Flipping through: all the recipes I want to try, but can't for lack of an oven
Angel of the Day: yesterday, twas the LnK peeps
Yesterday was a weird day. It was happy enough, but as the night wore on, I started to get down again... Heh. It was another one of those pathetic angsty little moments. I actually haven't had those in quite a while... I felt really bad though. I remember lying in bed at half-past twelve, staring at my cell phone in the darkness, wishing for some contact, some sign that I wasn't the only one awake and feeling totally alone. I fell asleep doing that, and of course woke up extremely grumpy. I honestly have to find a life.
Hehe, in other news... My brother and his best friend are so cute talaga! I'm really happy that my brother is lucky enough to have a real best friend. Anton was asking all of us yesterday, "How do you like my friend Gabe?" Of course, all of said that we liked him, because well... duh. Haha, my mom even said, "We like all your friends, even those we haven't met. Basta they're good to you, we like them na." Parang gusto kong humirit, "Eh, pano yung LnK friends ko?" But I didn't, of course... Hah, iba na yung reaction pag ganun... I know that my parents are so nervous when it comes to my friends who aren't girls. As if naman noh... But that's okay. I can get around the inconveniences... *smirks*
Wai... Schoolwork...
* Friday, July 18 *
* Thursday, July 17 *
I am not a crybaby.
* Tuesday, July 15 *
Song I'm Singing: Drive by Incubus
Angel of the Day: Anna, for being happy and keeping me happy
Shit. The world is getting too small for my own liking now... At first, I kind of liked how small the world was, but now... it's too small, so small that I can't even breathe right... Fine, so maybe I'm overreacting. I am prone to doing that. But still... I'm freaking upset. Shit!!! All of the damn self-esteem issues are rushing back to me... And I thought this year I'd finally be okay. Dammit.
So lesson learned: There's a reason why people should not go into the blogs of people they barely know. I really gotta learn how to clamp down on these stalker tendencies of mine... *shakes her head*
Anyway, class picture day today. Hah. I miss class picture day with 2D. I loved getting pictures taken with all of my class barkadas. This year I only had three taken. Last year I had five, I think. Ah... Who cares? It's not like I actually like the way I look in those things anyway. *snorts*
Ho-hum... I'm in love again! Haha, not in THAT way, ha! I'm in love with living again. I just realized that I should always try to be after Mrs. Borja's last lesson on how humans are conscious beings. Hn. It's strange how I'm doing so terribly in CL, when I'm enjoying it the most right now. It's like pre-Psych, if there ever was such a thing. All the stuff about what makes man human (though I think the more proper word is humanE), it's really interesting.
In other news... Our batch is actually going to have an interaction with Xavier. Haha. This should be interesting... But I don't know. I'm not as into it as I though I would be. Heh... Naks, baka I'm growing up. LOL. It was fun, trying to decide on what theme to write down on my survey sheet. I DID promise Helen that I would be serious about it and actually try to think of something good. Haha, Poveda is Spanish... Xavier is Chinese... So our theme should be... JAPANESE! Hahahahahaha!!! Sabi ni Dana, ang funny talaga. Talk about laboh...
Whoops... I told Trix I'd try to blog more in English again... Too bad.
* Monday, July 14 *
-.-;;;
* Saturday, July 12 *
Latest indulgence: twix
I want: a lot of things...
Song I'm Singing: Unwell - Matchbox 20
Angel of the Day: hmmm... Kuya Ramon, for sharing his umbrella and signing my Guadixian thing.
Went to the UPCAT review today. I'm actually allowed for the rest of the Saturdays of July. Yay! Was okay, had fun talking to the people there, even though we were kinda few... I had a good time. Even though I got wet running to the church from the van, because I had no umbrella. Hehe... Haven't done that since homevisits...
Picked up my brother at Gabe's house. His mom made kwento a lot to me about the two of them. Wow. I envy Anton. He's only eight, and he already has a REAL best friend - they have that mutual agreement. As in, even though they're not classmates, they still hang out and go to each other's houses. Talagang... wow. Wala lang. Ang astig. I'm happy for the two of them. Sana they don't drift apart.
* Friday, July 11 *
Angel of the Day: hehe, kada ko.
Whee!!! Tapos na ang week na 'to... Grabe, ang bilis - parang Monday lang kahapon, biglang Saturday na bukas. Whoa... Actually weird, kanina I was walking behind the seniors, then it suddenly occured to me na next year I will be a senior. Parang... di ko ma-imagine... Ang laboh... Ang tanda ko na pala. Hehe. Pero excited pa rin ako sa college, freak man o hindi, ganun talaga yun.
Ang saya! Walang pasok sa July 18 dahil sa Parents' Orientation! Madyo malabo... Third year na ako, tapos first time siguro ng parents ko pumunta sa isang orientation (if ever pumunta nga sila...) - parang ironic, kungkalan ako malapit ng matapos ng high school...
Hmm... Question mark pa rin ang bukas. Haay... Sana, sana.
Kanta tayo! Para umulan na!
* Thursday, July 10 *
Angel of the Day: Ms. Jess
Hmmm... Actually, I shouldn't be online. I have my first Session Test in CL tomorrow. But... I got a new computer na eh!!! I had to test out Nicholle Reloaded! Asteeg siya! But the thing is... All of my old files were deleted. So ngayon... Wala na yung mga pictures ko... Yung mga mp3 ko... Yung mga fanfics at stories ko... Yung mga old work at reports ko... *sighs* Oh well... Hanap na lang siguro... Medyo sad... Pero, ganun talaga diba? So guys, sorry muna kung di ako nakakasagot sa Y! IM, kailangan ko pang install eh...
Anyway, mga COCs, love ko kayong lahat!!! Tutulungan ko kayo, basta pwede, basta kaya! Kahit na di ako COC - love ko kasi friends ko eh!
* Saturday, July 5 *
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Latest indulgence: a LOT of cake
Angel of the Day: the people who went to Jaq's advanced sweet sixteenth
I feel a lot better now. Hanging out with friends does that, I guess. Masaya na ako ngayon. Nakakapagod, pero ang saya!!! Dame fud! Haha, Tara and Co. at are a soiree right now. Naks... Hanapan na ng date... Let the games begin! Joke! :D
Lalalalalalalalala... Hm.
Weird ko lang ngayon. I feel like an ass after the way I was acting kanina. I'm better now though. I feel good.
La lang... Sunday bukas, yay!
* Friday, July 4 *
Hweh... I just thought of something and now I'm all paranoid again. Hurgh...
* Thursday, July 3 *
Latest indulgence: good food
I want: to finish this third week
Song I'm Singing: The Rise and Fall - Craig David feat. Sting
Angel of the Day: Tara and Bea, for signing my gbook and saying some lovely things.
Hmmm... I'm removing the "Current frustration" thing on top for as long as I can. I HAVE NO RIGHT TO COMPLAIN. Right? Right.
Bea, I really miss you guys na. Thanks for signing the gbook so often. Good luck in the air rifle squad. Of course you'll make it there. I have no doubts. I'm doing okay here though, don't worry. I love my life. I do. I was just a little... off yesterday.
PLUG! Cyn has a new layout that's just so pretty. Jaq has returned from her hiatus.
It's a gorgeous THURSDAY!!! Meaning, tomorrow is glorious Friday! Meaning, tomorrow is *MAGIC* day! Haha, this should be fun...
Observation: I just realized that the reason my class is friendly, but not comfortable is because everyon'es an acquaintance, but only a few are really my friends, if you know what I mean. La lang... I only saw that now. So I guess, I have to start from scratch and make new friends... *sighs* High school...
* Wednesday, July 2 *
Latest indulgence: fast food
Current frustration:
Craving: sleep
I want: the world to make sense again
Song I'm Singing: Unwell by Matchbox 20
Angel of the Day: hehe, Sir V. gave me a pretty good laugh today.
I have made up my mind to minimize my complaining. Other people have bigger problems than me. I should be happy. I am so lucky. I'm so lucky that my parents are alive and well, that I have a GREAT family that loves me, that I have WONDERFUL friends, that I go to a good school, that I have all I could ever need... So many things... I'm living a good life. I love it. *smiles*
Actually Tara, she called Section C "daughters of Satan," which isn't as bad as what the freshmen were called last year. If I remember correctly, she called them something along the lines of, "immoral spawns of Satan." Mrs. Borja's cool naman eh.
Gawsh... I miss the barkada. Jammy's txt message keeps on repeating in my head. "I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew, looking back on the laughs would make me cry. I guess I'm just missing the old times." I do miss the old times too... La lang... Parang ang saya talaga nung freshman year eh... Even though the school was so gulo and we were so scared of being in high school, we had some of the greatest times... I loved every single moment of it. I remember Tara in Grade 7 told me, "Christa, I'm scared for high school. What if I can't do it?" Tapos ngayon... Wow. Third Year na tayong lahat. Ang galeng... Ang bilis talaga ng panahon.
Nica, Icey, Jam... I miss you guys.
Anna, Tara, Pia, Chesca, Mica, Pam... Thanks for still being here. I'll try to be a better friend.
Euurggh... Ang sappy ko talaga!!! Haay... Ang senti...
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