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* Monday, December 29 *
Latest indulgence: sleeping in after a HUGE breakfast
I want: to settle all my accounts for this year
Craving: chocolate, as usual
Last Movie Seen: Two Can Play That Game on HBO
Flipping through: Bob Ong's Ang Pabortong Libro Ni Hudas
Angel of the Day: actually... I have a lot of angels... I'll settle this at the end of my entry
Anyway, the KNP Anniversary Ball was last night. I gotta say... It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was actually fun. Maybe because I finally enjoyed the company. I hung out with my kid brother, my cousin (Mikee), my more distant cousin (Mike), and Assumptionista family friends. (Hi Anna! Hi Maria! :D Maria, give me your blog URL, so I can link you!) It was a lot of fun. We hung out mostly at the lobby of the Manila Hotel. Hehe, never spent much time in hotel lobbies, but it was cool. The deep sofas and fluffy pillows were really comfortable, even though we were in our dresses. Haha, I'm glad I didn't wear a bouffant dress like all the other girls. Grabe, hassle nun. Ako na nga naka-straight dress, napapatid pa rin, pano pa ka kung balloon. Hehe, I was even tripping over the gowns of the other girls dresses. The party was fun. We got to dance and stuff. My dad and I danced for an especially long song though. my arm hurt after. Papa kept turning me and turning me... I think naaaliw siya with my sleeves. Haha, joke nga namin eh. I wasn't wearing a bouffant skirt, I was wearing bouffant sleeves. The food would've been good, but the service totally sucked. Mike got pissed na with our waiter, because he was always the last one being served - he told his lolo. Super funny! I got to talk to more of the relatives our age. Thank goodness. It was great. I got really tire though. I went up to our room at one o'clock. I can't believe I'm actually saying this, but I think I will miss hanging around the people there. They're pretty cool once you get to know them (minus the odd *HORRIBLE! HORRIBLE!* every now and then, right Maria and Anna? *winks*)
I have to say though - I really didn't like the way I looked. The make-up wasn't so bad at first, then Juancho (the beautician) fixed my hair. It was BIG! My mom actually wanted it bigger though. But it was pretty big for me already. My face, which is already pretty round, looked even rounder. I only liked the way it flipped out at the ends, but otherwise I felt like I was wearing a helmet. I hate the pictures taken of me. I look terrible. ;p Anyway, the other girls at the Cotillion had more pictures taken with my digicam than I did. (Which I couldn't help pointing out to everyone who asks about them. ;p Not god for a teenager like me, who's indulging in megalomania.)
Anyway, time for the thankyou's:
For Christmas
Thanks to Yla for the cute yellow teddy bear.
Thanks to Anna Mae for the nice datebook.
Thanks to Helen for the delicious caramel eclairs.
Thanks to Lian for the flowery choker and earrings.
Thanks to Alexi for the yummy cookies.
Thanks to Bea for the whole bar of Crunch.
Thanks to Eena for the sweet piece of chocolate.
Thanks to Achi for the funky food in a tube.
Thanks to Nan for the gray cellphone sock.
Thanks to Nica for the pink notebook case.
Thanks to Pia for the pretty bangles and cool socks.
Thanks to Pam for the cool earrings.
Thanks to Chesca for the beautiful blue necklace.
Thanks to Dana for my Lechugas cap.
Thanks to Kimchi for the can of Nestle cream.
Thanks to Mindy for the chocolate munchies.
Thanks to Mimi for the lovely soap.
Thanks to Bianx for the green and violet bracelet.
Thanks to Jett fot the "Ang PAboritong Libro ni Hudas" book.
Thanks to Ms. DelRo for the green butterfly magnet.
Thanks to Ninong Jeff and family for the Nemo tissue holder and cellphone decor.
Thanks to Tito Jay-Jay and family for the pink Giordano shirt.
Thanks to Tita Baby and family for the furry cow alarm clock.
Thanks to Tito Mel and family for the copy of Shakespeare's Othello.
Thanks to Nanay for her generous cash gift.
Thanks to Tito Arnel and family for their generous cash gift.
Thanks to Mommy for her generous cash gift.
Thanks to Ninong Cesar and family for the purple pajamas.
Thanks to Ninang Mina for the rocking CD of Dido's Life For Rent.
Thanks to Tita Menchu for the also-rocking CD of Sugarfree's Sa Wakas.
Thanks to Ninang Stevie for the huge bottle of Nenuco cologne.
Thanks to Tita Marlyne and Tito Larry for the girly yellow sleeveless.
Thanks to my kid brother for the unforgettably rocking CD of Thursday's Total Collapse.
Thanks to my parents for the three happy hats.
Thanks to the kada for a great time at "brunch."
Thanks to Icey, Xine, Perry, Hana, Ina, Juli, Pam, Jarryd and Ericka for their online greetings.
Thanks to the many people who sent their txt greetings.
Thanks to the members of my large extended family who made Christmas Eve day and Christmas Day not so boring.
For other things:
Thanks to RaPao and Dude for calming me down.
Thanks to Judy, our lovely muse, who was so nice and the KNP Cotillioners 2003: Kate, Santi, Maan, Paolo, Isaac, Ciara, Richard, Cheska, Mike C., Joseph, Jason, JM, Martha, Melissa, Emil, Dwayne, Keiko, Krystle, Kuya RS, especially Mike P., Maria, Anna, Mikee, Maristelle and Chino for a rockin' time last night.
Thanks to John, Megan and their cousins for keeping me company when they saw I had none. :)
Thanks to Anna and Raph for wishing me luck.
Thanks to Tara for our last long phone conversation.
Thanks to my relatives for the flattery. :p
Thanks to my parents for being cool... for last night at least. ;p
Thanks to Aaron and Bea for not killing me, despite I'm the lousiest correspondent on the face of the planet.
Thanks to Icey for making the effort to call me, even though I missed it. :c
Thanks to God for everything.
Sorry to whoever I forgot. Rest assured that I am grateful still.
I'll try to make one last entry for this year tomorrow, but if I can't then I'll see you next year. Bye for now. Love y'all!
* Tuesday, December 23 *
So... Happy holidays, everyone.
* Sunday, December 21 *
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* Friday, December 19 *
Josie and the Pussycats OST
This is the place
Where I sit
This is the part where I love
You too much
Is this as hard as it gets
Cause I'm getting tired
Of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours
You can hold me
I'm empty and aching
and tumblin and breaking
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
I dream a world where you understand
But I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when I'm touching your hand
But it twists into smoke When I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
Ahhh
The way I wish you would
Ahhh
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
And isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get
I wish I were lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
And in the way I wish you would
The way I know you could
Ahahaha, la lang... Drama lang. :D Don't take me seriously.
* Sunday, December 14 *
Can I just say? My mom may be a smart and all... But honestly. The phone man came to replace our main phone, and they didn't even bother to change mine. HELLO?! My phone's been busted for two years!!! Asar naman oh...
Oh, and I hate staying up studying...
* Saturday, December 13 *
I just want to stop first. Stop and make sure that everything will go the way it's supposed to. Stop and breathe properly. Stop and make sure I won't run on empty anymore. Just stop dammit, stop.
* Thursday, December 11 *
PUSANG GALA!!!
Shit, man. Grabe dude, sarap ng buhay! Sweet as chili!
* Monday, December 8 *
Yes, I know this is more profane than my usual style. I'm in a bad mood. So sue me.
I'm pissed.
I missed out on so much this weekend. Friday, there was Mickee's surprise party. I saw the pics posted in the Yahoo! Group. Gawd... I so wish I was there. Then Saturday... Chey's and Carla's parties. I missed out on so much at Carla's. What with the bonding in the UP Field and everything. It seems like a night I would've lived for. It pisses me off that I missed it. Chey's party naman... I missed hanging out with the people I don't normally see around school anymore because of our busy schedules. Then today. I was invited to the Not Applicable/Corner Drive jam session, but I didn't go because of a doctor's appointment. It wasn't even serious. Shit. I feel robbed!!! Someone give me back the weekend I was looking forward to! Dammit! It's not fair.
Shit. All I can say now is that I better be able to go to the LnK Christmas party, because I don't know what I'm going to do with myself if I can't. I'm upset over this. I miss people. I hate missing out. I could listen to every detail about the weekend, but I still wouldn't be satisfied, because I still wasn't there. Life is meant to be lived and not observed. Shit. I feel so passionless. No, I feel so much passion without direction. And that's what's frustrating me.
Gah. Enough. I'm just working myself up even more. I'll stop now.
Wish me luck, guys. Pray that all goes well.
* Friday, December 5 *
Latest indulgence: Chicken A La Pesto and Dulce de Leche ice cream
I want: to go to tomorrow's party
Craving: chocolate
Flipping through: Girls, Girls, Girls - Jonah Black
Song I'm Singing: At Home In Our Hearts
Angel of the Day: Mindy, for the books!
I sang in the choir during the community Mass today. Gosh... I miss PMM. Hehe, the more things change, the more they stay the same. Basta... I miss singing. It was fun. I especially loved singing At Home In Our Hearts. It's a beautiful song...
'And so we pray, now and always/That we may serve the Lord as selflessly/By feeding those in need/Their woes making our own/In our hearts may Jesus find a home.'
But it was Corner of the Sky that was stuck in my head for most of the day. Also the one that made me think. Gosh... I love being alive right now. Ang sarap mabuhay.
Now I know why I want my life to be something more than long
Happy weekend people!
* Wednesday, December 3 *
Latest indulgence: McDonald's French fries and chicken nuggets
I want: to find my missing pencil case and blue carrying case with my pink card
Craving: Hershey's Kisses
Obsessed with: hehe, my shopaholic tendencies
Flipping through: nothing; should be Noli Me Tangere and CL though...
Current Project: nothing; should be IW and Lab Apps though...
Song I'm Singing: We're Dancing - Mandy Moore
Angel of the Day: Steph, because I got to see more of her today than I usually do
Whee! Today was a pretty good day! :) Although I should stop goofing around and start preparing for exams and doing IW. Shux, I'm such a bum! Haah!!! Somebody hit me with focus pills. Haay... Am feeling so tamad...
Hn. Today didn't start right. I got pissed with some people. Thank goodness for Steph. I was able to get my mind of the stupid people. Hah. Just they try what they're threatening to do to one of US. Hah. Let's see where it gets them. Stupid feeling angas freaks.
Things picked up in the afternoon though. Things usually do. Hehe. I love my friends. They rock. :D We drew lots for our tables already. Ches, Pia, Yla and Mica are in Table One. Tara, Anna, Pam and I are in Table Two. It's a pretty solid arrangement. Haay... Sad nga lang the entire barkada can't sit together eh... Why do we have to bring dates pa kasi? ;p Hehe, joke lang. Seriously though, I'm really tinatamad na for prom. I talk about it, because it's fun to imagine our dresses and stuff, but I hate thinking about the actual night. I have this slow, sad, sinking feeling that I'm going to be lonely and out of place during the prom. Haay... I'm scared it might just be a huge disappointment. Sayang naman the P1800. :(
Anyway, SocSci class was fun. We just bummed around and stuff. Hehe, I just proved the age-old adage: "With perseverance, anything can be accomplished." I'm a SUAMI! (Hehe, I'm pretty sure that isn't how you spell it, but I don't care, because I am one!) Hah! Making kulit teachers does get you what you want in the end! ;) Plato and Aristotle, eat your heart out!
In other news... I still don't know where I'm going on the weekend. Shux, I just realized that I can't be there on Friday, because I'm going to my lola's house. Argh! I love my Nanay and Daddy, so it's okay, but I really miss the people. (Hehe, never mind that I just bothered the Claret Boys to accompany me last week...) Haay. KNP Cotillion practice kasi eh! If we didn't have to go, then we would be able to go to Malinta on Sunday the way we normally do, and not have to be sleep over on Friday night. Annoying. I honestly think that I'd be a lot better off without KNP. So Friday's probably out... :(
Okay, now the great debate: Chey or Carla? Okay, assuming that I'd be allowed to either and not have to go to Mass on Saturday, Carla's sounds like a great way to make up for Friday. On the other hand, Chey's would be a good opportunity to catch up with the old class barkada. On another hand, Carla asked first. On another hand, Chey's been a friend since freshman year. Shux... How many hands is that already? Probably more than I have... I'm stumped. Weh... We'll see na lang tomorrow. Durg... I hope it sorts out.
* Tuesday, December 2 *
My little brother just told me that his friend LIKES me, as in likes me-likes me. Eee... My little brother is eight years old... And this is the second friend of his. Eee... xp
I'm not trying to be mayabang, okay? It's just that it creeps me out. Those two kids don't even know me. How can they like me? They see me once in a while, when I'm with Anton. It's weird. I don't like it. It's not comfortable.
Weh. Maybe I'm just being philophobic again...
* Monday, December 1 *
Hehe, I know I blogged about being sixteen yesterday, but it's only hit me recently. It feels great! Haha, I think I shocked Kat and Niann when I bounded up to them announcing "I'm sixteen and I'm beautiful!" Because I felt amazing. :) Hoohoo, I guess it was the sugar rush from the ice cream. I love ice cream! Now if only I could find all of my missing stuff...
Hehe, I thought I'd go materialistic, because my shopaholic tendencies are coming out. (I need money!) Besides, Mrs. Sugay told us to list down what we wanted and cross out the stuff we got in second year right? She said we'd eventually see everything we wanted get off the list, some quicker than others, but still off the list.
Material Things I Will Inevitably Possess: [in no particular order]
- a tin of Mad Gab's Elephant Lubes in Peppermint Sage/Rosemary Lime/Citrus or a tin of Badger's Healing Balm
- nice black mascara (for my eye lash fixation)
- new lip gloss
- a cute new pair of earrings
- a hair brush
- a nice sleeveless red/black top
- a new pair of khaki pants
- an Ateneo jacket
- a kick-ass pair of black boots
- a new case for Pol, preferably in a cool color *coughnopinkcough*
- an 32MB MMC for my digicam
- rechargable batteries (with a charger - duh) for my digicam
- strings for my guitar
- pretty picture frames
- a new discman (if I don't get my old one fixed)
- at least one ballerina goldfish
- Dido's Life for Rent CD
- the Athenaeum CD
- Mayonnaise's CD
- Sugarfree's Sa Wakas CD
- Masters of Gregorian Chant CD
- Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist
- Bob Ong's third book
- Lian Hearn's trilogy
- Jostein Gaarder's Sophie's World
- Jostein Gaarder's Vita Brevis
- Jostein Gaarder's Through a Glass, Darkly
- a book on stories of the ballet
- a 2004 planner that I can decorate like a scrapbook, but still carry around.
I really should start doing school stuff again. Gosh... I think my grades super dropped this term... I need to focus! I need to find my blue carrying case! It has my pink card in it! *wails*
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