* wish upon the star *

making your wish come true at 25.2.04

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* Monday, February 23 *

Just blogged to say that I edited my template a little bit, and that I got another blog. This time a tabulas one, for a gallery.

Check out some of the pictures I've uploaded HERE!

making your wish come true at 23.2.04

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* Thursday, February 19 *

Feeling: rested
Latest indulgence: walnut brownies from Dunkin Donuts
Craving: hm... nothing in particular, I'm good. Oh, a gimmick with CHIPS!
I want: to watch a nice, long, _romantic_ movie, preferably Chasing Liberty or Gone with the Wind ;p
Last Movie Seen: Music From Another Room (<3<3<3)
Current project: HANDS, bequeathals, cleaning my room ;p
Song I'm Singing: Burnout - Sugarfree
Angel of the Day: everyone, except my dad... ;p He really pisses me off with his attitude towards the election's outcome.

Haay, after three weeks of insanity, it ended yesterday. The final verdict:
I didn't win the elections. But, it's a victory anyway. I did feel a little disappointed (yes, ever the proud ;p), but this was overwhelmed by the feeling of pure relief. I tried out for debate yesterday, and I realized how much more I wanted to debate than to fix projects for the school. Adie Timbol mentioned during my try-out, "I really hope you're not wandering into the Student Council." I realize now that if I had won, I was only wandering into the Student Council. Thank God, my "wandering" didn't lead me there. I probably would've ended up very unhappy, very stressed out, and very inefficient. :) It all works out for the better.

I'm not bitter about any of it either. I loved campaigning. I loved the work, feeling the good kind of exhaustion every day. But at the same time, I didn't enjoy how I didn't have energy for anyting else. I know I botched my SocSci objective test and my Geom session test, because of campaign. No regrets at all - I met eight more amazing people, and I love them to bits. I got to know two old friends even better, and spend more time with it. My friends and family showed me so much love and so much support throughout this period. I've really enjoyed this experience.

So I want to say thanks. Thanks to those who feel for me. Thanks to everyone who voted - not just for me, but also to those who didn't. Thanks to my friends - you've seen me through all of it. Thanks to my household, who put up with my insane hours, and the demands of my campaign. I will always appreciate it. Thanks to my party - CHIPS, you rock! I'm CHIPS for life! (We'll gimmick soon, I promise.) Thanks to God. Above all, thanks to God. I love you all so, so much.

Will post a list about this soon. ;) Til then.

I'm going to be updating a lot more often now. ;)

making your wish come true at 19.2.04

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* Friday, February 13 *

How can so much go so wrong in so little time? I'm heartbroken... Just in time for Valentine's Day.

making your wish come true at 13.2.04

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* Friday, February 6 *

Haha, will not blog properly. Tamad eh... But, can I just say:

Ms. Penano finished giving me my psychological profile today. I'm so proud of my IQ. :D I did pretty good for a "15.6 year-old" female. c: Hopefully this won't make my head too big... I'll probably be back to normal by tomorrow. Hopefully. Right now, I'm enjoying it!

making your wish come true at 6.2.04

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* Wednesday, February 4 *

Feeling: sleepy
Latest indulgence: pigging out and spending money
Craving: more time, and sleep!
I want: for everything but my friends and babies to just go away for a while
Current project: pins and IW
Song I'm Singing: She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
Angel of the Day: CHIPS, you rock!

I am the proud mother of two beautiful babies. I gave birth to Nic and Chael last Monday in the Poveda chapel. Strangely enough, although I'm in love with my two darling children, it isn't that much of an experience for me yet. Maybe it's because I somehow expected it to be a bit more challenging. I love the thought of having a son and a daughter, I cherish it deeply - but I feel a little disappointed with the concrete symbol of these children. No matter - I think that I'm just not taking the activity seriously enough. Basta, I love my kids - and I'm going to try to be a better mom.

In other news, *ahem, ahem* no one loves CHIPS more than I do. Oh... wait, I love CHIPS to bits, except for the one hindrance to our productivty. *cough cough* But, let's not dwell on HER. She's insignificant! She's a pfffft of air! I don't care! Basta - I need help making my pins, and my friends rock my socks!

Oh, here's a quote from CL class that I loved:
"The biggest hindrance to love is the fear that you are not worth loving."
Wala lang, ang astig. May naalala akong tao. :)

Pam, condolences. The kada's here for you, and we miss you na. Take care! Love ya!

making your wish come true at 4.2.04

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