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* Saturday, July 31 *
"Never mind favorites, you're allowed to have a favorite. It doesn't matter that I wasn't yours. The point is you were mine."
"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."
Joe Black: I don't care Bill. I love her.
William Parrish: How perfect for you -- to take whatever you want because it pleases you. That's not love.
Joe Black: Then what is it?
William Parrish: Some aimless infatuation which, for the moment, you feel like indulging -- it's missing everything that matters.
Joe Black: Which is what?
William Parrish: Trust, responsibility, taking the weight for your choices and feelings, and spending the rest of your life living up to them. And above all, not hurting the object of your love.
Joe Black: So that's what love is according to William Parrish?
William Parrish: Multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what I'm talking about.
Joe Black: Those were my words.
William Parrish: They're mine now.
"Should you choose to test my resolve in this matter, you will be facing a finality beyond your comprehension, and you will not be counting days, or months, or years, but milleniums in a place with no doors."
"I want you to sing with rapture and dance like a dervish."
I want that too.
* Friday, July 30 *
* Thursday, July 29 *
Latest indulgence: Oishi Plain Salted Potato Chips and Hershey's S'mores
I want: to sleep
Craving: something I can't have
Obsessed with: what I just found out
Last Movie Seen: 8 Mile
Song I'm Singing: Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon (Haha, old school)
Current Project: CSDC Bill
Angel of the Day: Kat, but she might as well be the Devil of the Day too. :(
Yes, after a looong while, I finally decided to change my layout. It's not that nice, and it isn't as pretty as the last two layouts I had, but I like it. For the moment, it suits me. :)
I can't really think of what I want to say. Maybe later.
* Wednesday, July 21 *
Latest indulgence: doing absolutely zip online
I want: more time
Craving: some form of fattening food
Song I'm Singing: Dream of You - Kirsten Dunst
Current Project: three more IWs and studying for CETs
Angel of the Day: mah kada!
Okay, so my first debate has come and gone. The verdict: Bwiset. Let's not go there.
But on the upside - heehee, I've found a new reason to watch Disney. XDD
Gah... so much I want to say pa, pero wag muna. La pang oras.
* Friday, July 16 *
Latest indulgence: Chips Ahoy!
I want: to watch The Prince & Me and Mean Girls
Craving: a Strawberry Dream Frapuccino
Obsessed with: college
Last Movie Seen: Biker Boyz
Song I'm Singing: Sleeping Satellite - Tasmin Archer
Current Project: thinking of how to ask for permission to LnK tomorrow, hoping PLC's attendance at the SMMS AP will be an impossibility - yes, i know it's evil
Angel of the Day: the Perfect Ten
I'm weekend-deprived! *wails*
WARNING: Shallowness ahead. Proceed no further if you have low tolerance.
I feel really disappointed that I can't watch The Prince & Me and/or Mean Girls. As in, I feel really, REALLY bad. I really wanted to watch something light, sweet and feel-good. Badtrip. Plus I really wanted to see The Prince & Me, because it's Julia Stiles.
I also feel really REALLY irritated that I'm weekend-deprived. Today was the only day I could have watched my lovely chick flicks, but I didn't, because things suck.
Tomorrow there's the SMMS AP, which I will go to one way or another, because Steph refuses to forfeit even though we don't have a ride home. Meaning we will have to take a taxi back from Ayala Alabang to Poveda. Normally I wouldn't mind riding taxis - it doesn't make much of a difference to me as long as I get where I'm going. But not now. I don't want to debate. I really don't. I'm only doing this because I said I would and I don't want to go back on my word. I hate being flaky. But to be totally honest, I REALLY DISLIKE DEBATING. I only enjoy it when I'm with debaters and when I'm with them, I know I'm enjoying because I enjoy talking to the people. I'm not fond of actual debating. Which brings out the question: Why am I STILL on the debate team? It's because nasasayangan ako sa opportunity. I suck at public speaking. Debate would be a good way to get better at it. Plus it's intellectual exercise, and I think I've forgotten how to be an intellectual person. In a nutshell, I'm going to debate tomorrow (which I don't enjoy) and will be missing helping out at the LnK UPCAT English/Science review (which I actually DO enjoy). Bwiset.
Then on Sunday, I will be watching King Arthur with my brother and my dad, but I really don't feel like watching that movie. I want to watch my brainless chick flicks. Plus on Sunday, I have to work on the evil that is IW and I also have to try to study for the college entrace tests. I was supposed to finish studying for Bio this week.
Plus there's the damp spot of NEXT weekend, when I'll miss the NEXT UPCAT review for ANOTHER debate activity - this time IDeA Lite, which might actually take up BOTH Saturday and Sunday. I still can't watch The Prince & Me or Mean Girls next Friday, because that's the same day as the SCOP's premiere of Ella Enchanted, and I HATE having to be in crowded places.
Then the following weekend, neither The Prince & Me nor Mean Girls will still be showing, and I'll hopefully going on a UP tour with the LnK seniors. But this isn't sure pa rin.
Which bring us back to today and why I couldn't watch either movie today: NOBODY WANTED TO WATCH WITH ME. None of my kabarkadas wanted to go, because they were too tired from Panagpuan. My brother just didn't want to. My cousin just didn't reply. Our helper wanted to go with me, but I realized we wouldn't make it to the next showing and the last one was too late, because it's in Megamall. :( I asked my mom but she didn't want to either. Badtrip!!!
GAAAAHHHH!!! I hate this! The only thing happy thing in front of me right now is the hope that my mom won't forget to get me the Strawberry Dream Frapuccino from Starbucks and that it'll be fabulous. I want comfort food...
* Wednesday, July 14 *
Latest indulgence: chicken cup noodles and Cadbury Dairy Milk
I want: money
Craving: sleep!!!
Obsessed with: nothing
Current Project: making the letters for debate
Angel of the Day: my barkada!!! oh and our yearbook elective crowd! :) funfunfun!
Hehe, napagtripan namin nina Anna, Chesca at Mica si Yla kanina. We basically did the same thing Mica did to me when I was on duty - nagparinig kami ng hirit - only worse, because instead of there being only two teasing her, there were four. XDD We were saying really loudly, "BRAVO GOLF!! Grabe ang saya, Bravo Golf talaga!!!" Hehe, Yla tried ignoring us, but it was to no avail. We even adapted Team Bravo's cheer for her! "B, B-R, B-R-A-V-O - let's go GOLF!" Wahahahaha!!! :p Haha, buti naman di pikon si Yla. Yla, wilabshoo!!! :DD
Had debate and I sucked. :( Let's not talk about it anymore.
Bought the rest of Kat's birthday gift. :) Yay!!!
* Tuesday, July 13 *
Latest indulgence: buying parts of Kat's birthday gift :)
I want: that belt I saw in Freeway - it was so gorgeous!!!
Craving: a shopping spree
Song I'm Singing: Bleed for Me - Saliva
Current Project: Kitty's and Kat's palanca's, CET review, and supposedly the Ateneo admissions essay
Angel of the Day: Steph, you oots! It was great hanging out with you all day. :) *hugs*
I arrived only an hour ago from Galleria/school. Had debate training. Debated with the motion "THBT the coalition of the willing should withdraw." I'm still nowhere near good, but I think that manner-wise I did better today than I did in all my previous debates. I still don't know anything though. So I think now I should shut up na when Fan's adjing instead of giving my half-wit comments. Lately, my brain's been even ditzier than usual though.
Anyway, after that I went to Galleria with my brother to find something suitable for Kat's 17th birthday on Thursday. There's only one thing missing na lang from her birthday gift. :) Happiness! I like how her gift's going to turn out. :D
Oh, can I just say? I saw the most gorgeous belt ever in Freeway!!! It was black, thick and had flat studs with crosses on them all around it - my golly, I want!!! And it wasn't that expensive either, around P295 - not bad na. But I couldn't buy it... :( Nada dinero... :((
In other news, I won't be able to go to the LnK UPCAT English/Science review on Saturday - I'm going to compete in debate for the first time at the SMMS AP in Woodrose. It's from 8am to 5pm. My team consists of Kat (Prime Minister), me (Deputy Prime Minister), and Steph (Whip). I hate that I'm going to have to miss LnK on Saturday. I hate it even more, because I'm going to miss the one on the 24th too - IDeA Lite. In that competition, Hana naman is my partner. Kyaaah... Am nervous. And I hate it that I'm missing LnK. Oh wait, I think I already said that. Kyah.
* Monday, July 12 *
Latest indulgence: napping
I want: to be more focused, so I can start working to graduate
Craving: more sleep
Obsessed with: getting into college
Song I'm Singing: Falling - Keahiwai
Current Project: ADMU recommendation request letter and admissions essay
Angel of the Day: Mica and Ach again for making today a good day
Can I just say? I HATE PHYSICS!!!
It's just not fair!!! My teacher won't accept my answers for the friggin SOHCAHTOA part of the test, even if my solutions were correct. The problem? The values I used for the trigonometric ratios were in degrees-minutes - the RIGHT way of doing it, may I add - instead of normal decimals. Malamang I used degrees-minutes, that's what we were taught to do in Geom last year AND she never mentioned us to do otherwise. How was I supposed to assume that we'd go use normal decimals when we were taught that it was the CORRECT WAY to use degrees-minutes. ARGGGH!!!
There goes my Physics quiz AND Session 1 test.
Nakakawalang gana tuloy mag-aral.
I have pa naman a Trigo session test tomorrow, and I haven't really been paying attention in class. Ms Salazar is boring eh... It's easy to be overconfident in her class. Grrr... But I should really start putting more effort into my schoolwork.
Sir Arghs gave us the "reality" pre-college entrance exams talk. Needless to say, most of my UP-hopeful friends are now scared. Me? NR. Although I know I shouldn't be. UP isn't THAT exceptional when it comes to admissions. The general ideas apply to every university worth applying to - meaning the rest of the Magic Four. The Magic Four to which I'm applying to. Gosh.
I think it still hasn't hit me yet that I'm in my senior year. The transience isn't making itself felt. Yet.
Anyway, I've composed my recommendation letter request for the Ateneo Admission's requirements. I can't help but feel it's bitin. Hana kasi gave me two more to add to my list, so now my letter looks weird. The third page only has like two lines. Hmpf. Guess I should tinker with it some more.
Speaking of the Ateneo Admission's requirements, I still haven't written my ACET application essay. Fan and I spent most of IW today talking about this. The question is flawed. "Are there any significant experiences you have had, or accomplishments you have realized, that have helped to define you as a person?" Although I've found a way to answer this question, I'm still not sure what the answer is. I haven't held any experience above any other when it comes to defining my life as a whole, not even my life in the present. I think I have to spend some more time reflecting on this. I want my essay to be really good and really honest.
Anyway, I've got to go practice my problem-solving for the coming CET's *coughACETcough*. It turns out I'm too slow. It takes me a two minutes to solve one problem, when ideally it's only supposed to take thirty seconds. I'm aiming for a minute. So I gotta go. :p
* Saturday, July 10 *
Latest indulgence: chocolate and lots of sleep
I want: focus
Craving: more time with friends
Obsessed with: UAAP
Last Movie Seen: Almost Famous
Flipping through: Angels and Demons - Dan Brown
Song I'm Singing: Falling - Keehiwai
Current Project: my recommendation letter requests
Angel of the Day: everyone na lang para masaya :)
Today was a happy day. :)
Went to the LnK UPCAT review. Got to bond with Dani. I missed her, super. Met Mommy Angel's Kuya Nino. He's super nice. I'm really happy that he's the person making her happy. He seems to be a really stand-up guy who deserves Mommy Ange. It was fun talking to him. Also got to catch up some with Cara. I super miss her as well. Taught a bit of Math - some geom stuff and logarithms.Generally hung out with the people there. Dude, Kuya Ramon, RaPao, Paul, Balma, Bay, Debbi, Angel, Kuya Nino, Car, Migo, Paeng, Eric, Pie, Kat, Issa, Paulo, and Pareng Bingo.
My dear friend Kendra is in the Inquirer today. Go check it out!
Sweetie, can I just say that I'm honored you asked me to collate for your yearbook write-up? I'm also happy that you agreed to collate for mine too. :) I love you, dear! There's no one else I'd rather have collate my write-up. :)
BTW, I'd just like to mention that my phone is finally here!!! Yes people, you can call my land line again, and it will be answered!!! :D
* Friday, July 9 *
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