* wish upon the star *

making your wish come true at 19.3.05

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* Friday, March 18 *

I'v graduated.

It doesn't feel real.

In other aspects... I ♥ Anna and Pia to the moon and back!

making your wish come true at 18.3.05

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* Friday, March 11 *

Sobrang saya ng mga araw ko lately. :) I keep spending them with some of the people I love most.

Una yung March 9 - spontaneous day with Dude. :) I had a great day with one of my favorite guys in the world. Saya nung afternoon naming magkasama. Lakas kasi ng trip! Haha - lahat mula sa paghahanap ng mga gradgift, sa pag-upo lang sa Auntie Anne's, sa pagkain sa Popeye's, hanggang sa pagpunta sa supermarket para maghanap ng nakalimutan, sa Dreamscape at kung anu-anong kalokohan (bump cars, videoke, neoprint), sa paglibot sa buong Galleria, sa pagkabangag sa food court, and finally the ride home. :) Super astig talaga nung araw! :D

Tapos kahapon, nag-lunch kami ni Cara. :) Hehe, parang everytime we talk we start where we left off. :D Love you Car! ♥♥♥ Let's talk again soon!

Then today. :) Usap kami ni Mics. Usap kami ni Steph. Usap kami ni Anna. :)

Haaay!!! Sana ganito na lang araw-araw!

making your wish come true at 11.3.05

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* Thursday, March 3 *

Feeling: senti
Latest indulgence: internet three times a day!
I want: to have someone finish all my work magically for me!
Obsessed with: ;p the PBK
Last Movie Seen: bits and pieces of 13 Ghosts, A Walk in the Clouds, and An Affair to Remember
Flipping through: old letters
Song I'm Singing: I Don't Wanna Wait - Paula Cole
Current Project: *sighs* wag na!
Angel of the Day: :D

I'm on senti mode right now. Grabeh... :(

On another topic: I see evolution. @.@

I'm waiting for lucky number 16. :)

making your wish come true at 3.3.05

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* Wednesday, March 2 *

I had so much fun today. :)

I ♥ PBK talaga! To the moon and back and back!

Today we didn't do anything at all. We started the day with a very irritating grad practice orientation. Then after recess, we had uber-useless Music practice. The PBK mostly hung out together. I stayed with Tara. Mica and Anna hung out together. Pia and Pam helped out their class. Ches was absent. Si Yla naman nawawala. XDD It was a very lazy time.

We had lunch together, and we nearly officially decided not to go to the gradball at all na. Instead we might just spend the day together as a barkada, possibly on a university tour or hanging out in someone's house for a whole day. Pia went to a CSI meeting. Tara, Mica, and Anna eventually left us to do their own things. So Yla, Pam and I had another threesome conversation, and I ended up telling them about my pathetic normalcy. (Si Tara kasi. ;p )

After lunch, the Team Leaders called hanay, and we had the CSDC awarding. Ches got Bravo's Type-C Beauty award. Pia got a Lima's Angel award. I got Kilo's Most Intellectual award. XP It ended at like 2pm, but we weren't allowed to leave the campus until 4, so the PBK hung out mostly.

It was sooo much fun! Pam eventually had to leave us to practice for her section's grad song presentation though. But it was still so much fun. It became "Oh my god - DON'T REMIND ME" Day. It was established that Anna and I were the Reyna ng Listahan. XDD Soulmates talaga!

Hehe, it suddenly became so clear how much I've been through with the Pizza Box Barkada. :) Grabeh. I love them all sooo much! I hope all the days of grad practice will be like today. :)

making your wish come true at 2.3.05

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* Tuesday, March 1 *

I forgot to say thanks to Trix for a great afternoon.

And thanks to someone else for two hours two days ago. :)

Tagal ko na rin palang di nag-bblog. Anyway.

Wala na naman akong gustong gawin, kaya napadpad uli ako sa Friendster. Naglibut-libot ako sa mga profile ng kung sinu-sino kong kaibigan at di kaibigan hanggang dumating ako sa profile ng isang certain someone. Haha yung certain someone na nagpasaya sa kin nung mga May 2003. (Check nyo na lang entries ko kung di nyo maalala XDD)

Para akong tanga. Ilang beses ko nang tiningnan yung profile na yun at konti lang ang nagbabago. Pero kanina mejo umasenso na rin ako, kasi naisipan kong gawan sya ng testimonial. Pero hindi rin kasi na-realize ko na di ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin. Nag-type ako ng kung anu-ano na wala talagang kahulugan, tas binura ko na lang at umalis na sa Friendster.

Ano ba ang masasabi mo sa isang taong walang alam kung gaano kahalaga sila sa yo dati?

Nainis lang ako kasi walang sobrang impersonal nung mga sinubukan kong sabihin. Parang minaliit ko lang yung naging papel nya sa buhay ko, at binaliwala ko yung mataas na pagtingin ko sa kanya. (Oo na, Tara - aaminin ko na mataas pa rin yung pagtingin ko sa kanya, di lang sintaas ng dati, kasi alam naman nating dalawa na nagbago na sya.) Hindi ko naman talaga masasabi kung gaano ako naapektohan ng pagkakilala sa kanya, kasi gustuhin ko man, wala ako sa lugar na gawin yun dahil di naman talaga kami naging close. (Hehe, makapal lang talaga mukha ko, tsaka magaling ako sa pagiging "feeling close." XDD ) Ilang lang kasi pag ganun. Pero di ko naman kayang ilagay dun yung sobrang wala lang. Kunwari ko naman noh. Tsaka ayoko yung feeling na ang faker ko. Ang olats ko sa sarili ko pag ganun. Basta. Na-frustrate ako. Hindi ko talaga type yung pakiramdam na di ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin sa dami ng naiisip ko at sa dami ng pwedeng sabihin.

Naalala ko tuloy yung napag-usapan namin ni Steph noon. Iba talaga yung feeling na may ibang tao sa special talaga sa yo, pero di nila alam, at di mo rin alam kung "special" ka nga rin sa kanila. Pero sa case na to, mas apt yung alam mo namang HINDI ka nga naging special sa kanila. Minsan di talaga comfortable yung position na yun.

Wala lang.

Bigla lang ako napaisip.

making your wish come true at 1.3.05

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Thank you to the Perfect 10 for the best Talaban ever!

making your wish come true at 1.3.05

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