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* Wednesday, August 31 * Haha, why can't I just walk away? Feeling: sleepy I want: to not go to school tomorrow or on Friday - HASSLE Flipping through: old blog entries for CNF @_@ Song I'm Singing: Head Over Feet - Alanis Morrisette Current Project: trying to figure out what to do for the CNF thing Rainbow of the Day: Yeah, from now on, it won't be Angel of the Day anymore. Bago na... Anyway, for today, sabihin na nating lahat na. :) Today was such a tiring day, but it was super fun too. :) Except maybe for Math class and Lit Class. =\ Boring eh. Gaguhan sa range kanina. Putek, ang laughtrip. XDD Mehn, anlakas ng trip nina EC. They lit John's hand on fire. @_@ More accurately, EC doused John's hand in alcohol (kasi may sugat) tapos tinapatan ng lighter. Whoa. Pyromania afoot. It was still fun though. My shots sucked, but it's okay. I can still improve. No pressure. I love shooting naman talaga eh. ♥ Gyaaaah, can this week be over already? * Tuesday, August 30 * Feeling: spent Latest indulgence: two cups of Fruit Snow and a Cookies n Cream Dewberry (haha, so much for that diet) I want: to turn into a rainbow! ♥ HAHAHAHAHA! Craving: Burger King Angel of the Day: Justin, I swear - kitakits sa langit! XDD Not a happy day, but I'm a happier person na. I want to achieve enlightenment and become.. a RAINBOW! No joke. :) That made me really happy kanina. Grabe I'm tired. It's still physically exhausting to be emotionally drained. Even more so, when you end up listening to someone sharing to you about the same thing you're troubled over. But I think I'm fine now. :) I'll be okay. :) I will undoubtedly survive. :) Haaaay. Hmn. There's this poem that's been running through my head lately. Decided to look for it tuloy, and I'll post it here na. It's nice and OLD. XDD XIV If thou must love me, let it be for nought O diba? XDD I'm sleeping early na tonight! Finally! Haha, Tatang will kill me na if I get to class late again. XDD * Sunday, August 28 * Feeling: bored Latest indulgence: not studying I want: to talk on the phone Last Movie Seen: Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory Flipping through: State of War - Ninotchka Rosca Song I'm Singing: Kailan - MYMP Current Project: CNF project dapat; planning stuff for the 19th Haha, I'm getting excited for my debut. Malamang mejo vague pa rin yung details, but I'm happy na rin. Things that I already have: Things I still need: Oh well. :p Going to Divisoria tomorrow, yipee! * Wednesday, August 24 * Shucks, I feel so happy today. :D Thanks to all the people who made me really really happy today. :) Especially you and you. :p * Tuesday, August 23 * My hands are literally shaking from exhaustion. To be honest, the most restful time I had today was during the Botany practicals. Hassle. At least, tapos na. :) I'm going to bed early tonight. * Monday, August 22 * Hmn.. I'm standing on Kat's cutter. And not on the yellow thing anymore. I'm standing on the plastic thing from where the blade protrudes. The edge. Okay. Let's hope no one pushes me. * Saturday, August 20 * Feeling: contemplative I want: to get thinner Craving: chocolate (hahaha, how ironic) Last Movie Seen: I wanna watch "Must Love Dogs" Song I'm Singing: Talaga Naman - MYMP Current Project: looking for gowns I just realized that the hardest thing to achieve in this world is consistency. And not just any kind of consistency - but POSITIVE consistency. It is easy to be excellent once, to make the right choice once, to do well once - and it is another thing entirely to be consistently excellent, to consistently make the right choice, to do well consistently. More than the one-time-big-time shots, this is what we strive for. CONSISTENCY. Wala lang. It just occured to me. This is what I really need eh. Di talaga natin maiwasan ang away noh? :( * Tuesday, August 16 * Feeling: just a little bit stressed I want: a massage Craving: ugh, foooooood. Song I'm Singing: As Lovers Go - Dashboard Confessional Current Project: studying for taekwondo Angel of the Day: Kat, I ♥ you! Right now, I feel like my head's slowly imploding from the pressure of tomorrow. Well, either that or it's imploding because of the lack of sleep combined with the lack of food (haven't had dinner). = Anyway, I'm procrastinating yet again. I don't really feel like memorizing the taekwondo handout just yet. Later na lang. I realized something a while ago, while reading the script for our Lit13 reporting - I've gotten allergic to anything that can be labeled as artificiality in writing. Hahaha. The last scene in the script was written by a groupmate of mine, and even though sobrang beautifully worded, I found myself positively CRINGING as I was reading it. I guess I've gotten so used to hearing people express themselves so casually that it's uncomfortable for me to read things that are so... flowery. It seems to me to be so excessive. (Hahaha, am I becoming un-latinate? XDD) I think I've learned to equate simple language with a genuine message. While this doesn't always prove true, it makes a lot of sense. Uncluttered language leaves one free to read what is written for what it really is. Expression at the purest form next to action. No defamiliarization, no overly obscure hints and pahiwatig - expression for the purpose of communication. Speaking to be understood. In English class, we studied about the Structuralist Theory of Language, and how it says that language "verifies a common understanding, thus strengthening a sense of community." Take it a step further to mean language style, and I think we've got a very good argument. Ewan. Wala lang. :D * Sunday, August 14 * YES!!! The winning streak of FEU was broken! YEEEEEEEEEEEES! Fair game na ang championship. :D PUTEK, GO ATENEO!!! * Sunday, August 7 * I think today I lost a friendship. And I'm having the hardest time convincing myself that it wasn't my fault. This is depressing. For a while, things were really great. Now I feel like we've lost that forever. People who say that friends can't break your heart don't know anything at all. Maybe heartbreak caused by friendship might even be more painful than heartbreak caused by love. In the end, you lose something that's infinitely irreplaceable. Another person to add to the list of people I miss. * Saturday, August 6 * Feeling: LAZY Latest indulgence: eating too much - as usual I want: the new Mojofly CD Craving: peaches and cream Last Movie Seen: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Song I'm Singing: True Colors - MYMP Angel of the Day: Pam and Nona - for letting me share about the dual significance of August 7 SHOUT-OUT: * Friday, August 5 * I'm loving God right now. and He loves me too. :) * Thursday, August 4 * I miss writing. I miss writing like I'd burst if I couldn't express myself. I miss writing as if I had truth. I miss writing and how it made me happy. I miss writing violently, like I was pulling something from a well deep within, struggling with something that's an entity outside of me. I miss writing like I was pouring something of myself into words. I just miss writing. Shit. XDD Why does it feel like I'm slowly getting into a mess that isn't mine, and technically, should have absolutely nothing to do with me? -__________-; |
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