* wish upon the star *

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* Thursday, September 22 *

This was not how I wanted my day to end.

Too many implications.

Foreshadowing has always been my least favorite literary device.

I broke the first rule of Sun Tzu's Art of War - I overestimated my own capability, and underestimated that of my opponent. Stupid. Someone put me out of my misery, because apparently I'm too incompetent to do it myself.

Now I'm the one with the heavy feeling in my heart.

making your wish come true at 22.9.05

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* Monday, September 19 *

Sitting in the CTC Comp Lab for the first time. Coolness. I have a lab exam in about two hours, and I haven't studied properly yet, but here I am blogging anyway. Ugh. I have a headache. I left my glasses at home, so I've pretty much been walking around in a blur. It\s hard for me to recognize people more than eight feet away - unless I know you particularly or you're particularly distinctive. *sighs* Sana konti lang yung microscopy sa lab exam - kundi patay ako. My vision pa naman tends to double when I look at something for too long. Haaay... Of all the days ba naman to forget my glasses. Feel so blonde tuloy. -_____-; Oh well. Head hurts. Want to sleep. Tired from Taekwondo. Going home late. And I still have a paper to write for tomorrow. Geez. God help me tonight.

making your wish come true at 19.9.05

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* Sunday, September 18 *

Hmn.

I just realized that in the last two debuts I've attended, people have been calling my attention, because I seem to be spacing out all the time.

At Mindy's debut, Perry and Cara kept telling me to snap out of it.

Last night, at Pia's debut, Chesca, Tara, Patch, Anna and Anna Mae kept asking me if I was okay, kasi daw mukhang tulala ako.

Weird.

I guess I've been caught up in thinking stupid thoughts lately.

I probably should snap out of it.

making your wish come true at 18.9.05

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* Friday, September 16 *

I need hugs and prayers, people.

I'm waiting to exhale.

Haaay...

'Is this the night before I go into no-man's land?'

Griffin, you couldn't have expressed it better. But I still need you to chase Sabine. Don't let go of her, okay? She said it best. If you can only love yourself as she loves you, there will be no dislocation - you will be whole. Keep her waiting if you must, but don't make her wait forever. Don't break her heart. She's strong enough to survive you, but you have to give her fair warning. Prepare her for what's coming. Don't just fade away.

Please don't just fade away.

making your wish come true at 16.9.05

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* Tuesday, September 13 *

I've managed to ~~injure myself~~ get myself injured yet again. This time on my left foot. I now have a decent-sized bruise on my instep.

But it's okay. :)

Today was still an effing brilliant day. Even if the sun didn't shine, and it was drizzling and my feet and "war tsinelas" got muddy.

If only all Tuesdays could be like this. XDD

making your wish come true at 13.9.05

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* Friday, September 9 *

Today could've been perfect.

But it wasn't.

Masakit pa rin.

Hanggang ngayon pa ba'y pinasasakit mo ako?

Tinatamaan pa rin.

Today could've been perfect.

But instead it was just another colorless day.

You make me think that you're doing this on purpose.

So stop, and be my rainbow, please?

making your wish come true at 9.9.05

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* Thursday, September 8 *

I love sleeping.

I lovelovelovelove sleeping.

So I'm especially happy because this afternoon I got to take a two-hour nap, a luxury I can rarely afford. Hah... And because, for once, I actually locked my door, I got two hours of UNINTERRUPTED rest. Two hours of not having annoying people knock at my door and not hearing the loud creak when they open the door to bother me. Two hours of sweet slumber in my peaceful green room, with the wonderful natural lighting that's so conducive for sleep.

Mmmm... perfection. Perfection, because my day was started badly, and waking up was hell, and my dad pissed me off by being unreasonable. Perfection after the tiring, but not-so-sweaty hour of taekwondo, and the hassle-free hour-and-a-half of Botany I had this morning.

What made it even more delicious was that I came from lunch out with my parents and the cutest boy in the world - my baby brother, because they picked me up from school. We ate in The Old Spaghetti House in Libis, and it was pretty good. I had the Seafood Marinara, but I got to taste my mom's Pesto with Grilled Chicken and my brother's spaghetti. But the highlight of the meal was definitely dessert - the slice of cheesecake from The Cheesecake Factory. Imagine a creamy satisfying slice of pure cheesecake goodness whose texture reminded me slightly of ice cream, because it was still slightly frozen. Absolute bliss. :)

And now after having woken up, I have done nothing but eat pastry and Tootsie Rolls and Hershey's Nuggets. Heaven. ?

Haaay.. I love days like this.

Now to face the evil CNF and the more evil papel-panunuri on Lola Basyang.

Rainbow of the Day: Bingo. Salamat.

making your wish come true at 8.9.05

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* Tuesday, September 6 *

Feeling: really really really happy
Latest indulgence: sweets all day!
I want: an iPod mini
Craving: another one of those mango pastry things my mom brought home from the Edsa Shangri-La Bakeshoppe
Obsessed with: getting an iPod mini
Last Movie Seen: I want to watch Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants! :((
Song I'm Singing: Stay - Cueshe
Current Project: tanginang CNF
Rainbow of the Day: too many people managed to make me happy today. :D

I'm ridiculously happy. Hopefully this feeling lasts. (Take happiness where you can get it. Give it when you can.)

It was a beautiful sunny day. :)

Woke up early this morning and got to school early. Saw Nan and hung out with her in the caf til it was time to go back to the covered courts. Got to share some stuff that was bugging me with her. :) Yaaay. I ♥ Nan.

Went to taekwondo class, and didn't get wiped out like I expected I would. I was actually able to do most of the conditioning exercises. Still didn't spar. Just held kickpads for a few people. My bruise is still hella ugly but it didn't bug me much today.

Talked politics with Kat for a bit, and didn't get depressed in the slightest. (Hahaha, you don't know what an achievement this is) Then we went to Botany in SOM 111 - super sarap! Nothing beats an aircon class after PE. The discussion was also pretty interesting. And I sat next to Kat, so I didn't get bored at all. :) Heehee, chismis pa nga eh. Yaaay. :D I ♥ Kat.

Had lunch with my block. Yaaaaay. I ♥ Block Y. Of course, as usual, kasama ko si Myron and Jem - who are the best, by the way. Sobra, panalo talaga si Myron! They make me laugh so hard talaga.

Me: (super perky, hyper-cheerful voice) I'm so happy today!
Jem: Kitch, I think you're in love.
Me: (still in the same voice) Nah, I don't think so.
Jem: Love is like any strong and addicting drug - it makes you high. And like any strong and addicting drug, it's dangerous.
Me: (same voice) Of course.
Myron: Ano nga ba talaga ang pag-ibig? Di ba isang napakarelatibong bagay nun? (Panalo Line of the Day!)

Basta - the best talaga yung dalawang yun! I ♥ Jem and Myron.

We had lunch in Jollibee, where Nonon and Marc joined us. Yaaaaay, happy! Basta, I had a lot of fun. :)

Then we only had around two hours worth of lab. And it wasn't so nakakatamad. YEEEESS!!! What a rarity! ♥♥♥

Basta, ang sarap ng araw!

making your wish come true at 6.9.05

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* Monday, September 5 *

Feeling: lazy
Latest indulgence: sweets - screw dieting =p
I want: my CNF project to magically do itself
Craving: pizza
Flipping through: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl ♥♥♥
Song I'm Singing: I Will Do Anything for Love - Meatloaf
Rainbow of the Day: toss-up between Kat and Angelo, and M03

Instead of being a responsible student, I'm being my usual bum self. I just can't seem to get myself to write. All I have are half-formed starts and random ideas. Grrr. This is frustrating me.

On top of it all, useless thoughts are cluttering my brain. Stupidstupidstupid. I can't get myself not to think about them naman. Shit, I'm too distracted. I need to focus.

Random thought: Maybe I'm not a low-maintenance as I originally thought I was.

God, grant me focus please.

In other news, the bruise(s) on my right leg are really starting to disturb me. I suddenly noticed kanina that I had bruises around my ankle pala. @_@ Either I'm really absent-minded and I just didn't notice it before, or I got it recently from somewhere. Di naman kumakalat ang pasa eh. =| I'm not going to spar again during taekwondo tomorrow. I don't want to risk any more injuries at the moment. This UGLY, huge-ass bruise on my right calf is enough, and the one around my ankle worries me more than enough. Sa Thursday na lang. Or maybe next week.

Hassle.

Waaaah!!! I have no idea what to write in my CNF! Dammit!!!

Another random thought: I miss someone. :(

GRRRR!!!

Third random though: Should I get an iPod mini? My cousin's offering me a brand-new one for Php9500.

Oo na, ang sabog ko. Geez...

Tama na nga...

making your wish come true at 5.9.05

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* Friday, September 2 *

Haha, Bodi, Justin, and Bobby made me laugh with something today. And because it isn't often that I hear things like what they said very often, I want to keep a record of it here for posterity. Kasi kahit na bola pa yung sinabi nila, natuwa pa rin ako noh. XDD Mababaw na kung mababaw. =p

Bobby: Si Christa may magandang kabarkada.
Me: Hoy, may pito po akong magandang kabarkada!
Justin: Maganda kaya si Christa!
Bodi: Yeah!
Bobby: Onga, sinabi ko bang hindi?!

Hahahaha! Of course natuwa naman ako diba? Sino namang hindi matutuwa? =p

making your wish come true at 2.9.05

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